Physicality & Health:
Currently 5'4, 124 lbs. BMI 21.4, Body Fat% 26.4. Would like to lose 5-10 lbs. and tone up, especial abs, lose 5-10% body fat. Just joined a new gym and hired a personal trainer (2 session per week for 10 weeks). Will take gym classes 3 days a week as well. I've been cutting out processed foods slowly over the last several months and will continue with that. Also eating almost no sugar for the last month, and will continue working to maintain that (chocolate is my weakness!) I need to work on reducing grains. My trainer said he would help with meal planning, so I'll work with his recommendations.
Money: We spend too much eating out. Signed up for Plan to Eat and have loaded some recipes already. Will start using that to plan our meals and reducing eating out to 1-2 times per week. We definitely have some broken items to deal with, so I will begin repairing what I can, trashing what needs to go, and making a list of things that need fixing but that I can not fix myself. Also, have some serious decluttering to do in our master bedroom, garage, and upstairs. And need a system for managing the mass amounts of paper coming into our home each week.
Displaying High Value: I'm going to stop talking about things I'm not good at and just focus on improving them instead.
Relationship Comfort: I'm pampered when it comes to sleeping. I need to go to bed earlier so I can wake up early in the mornings. Right now, hubby gets up with our daughter to eat breakfast before school. I don't get up until it's time to throw on some pants and go (about an hour later). I want to work on getting up 15 minutes earlier each week until I'm getting up at the same time he does. Also, I need to make a cleaning & laundry schedule and stick to it. Things get really behind around the house and I need to keep up. I've started having the kids clean up after themselves more and will continue to enforce that daily. Also, I want to find a babysitter and start scheduling regular date nights. Surely, I can find a responsible 17 year old in the neighborhood. Today, I challenged hubby to a rock climbing competition when I finish my 10 weeks with the personal trainer. He accepted and it sounds like a fun date (we used to do that when we first started dating), so I need to find a climbing gym and follow through on this date night in 10 weeks.
Personality & Preferences: I don't watch much TV, but I definitely need to limit my phone/internet time. Maybe allow myself 10 minutes in the morning to check on email for anything important, 15 minutes in the afternoon during naptime, and 30 in the evening after the kids are in bed.
High Energy Sex: I am going to stop fantasizing about my ex. I realize I have had a version of oneitis for that guy, like I could have had something with him that I don't get with my husband. But my hubby is a much better man, and the few issues we have are very fixable. So, if I catch myself thinking about my ex, I'm going to willfully change my thoughts back to hubby.
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Fitocracy: atxchick
Enneagram 6w5, married to a 5
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Into Phase 3..
Those Who Dare......Win. "What gives you fear today...Gives you Strength tomorrow.."First week of MAP, and OMG, this energy set thing is no joke! I decided to focus on physicality and health first (primarily working out), but that energy is already helping me in other red areas.
Had my first two sessions with personal trainer last week and he gave me a workout plan to do the other 5 days a week, as well as an eating plan. Missed Saturday because we had a family function, but otherwise, doing well with this and it really is bringing up my whole energy set.
I thought I would have to work in 15 minute increments to get closer to hubby's wake up time, but I want to work out before the kids get up on days when I'm not meeting my PT. And I'm excited about the work-out, so it's been really easy for me to get up early when hubby does. In fact, this morning, I was up before him!
And while I've always worn make-up and tried to dress cute, I have been the queen of ponytails since having kids because I never had time to do my hair in the mornings. But now that I'm getting up early for a work-out, I've had a little extra time for the blow dryer and hair straightener. I love being all fixed up every day!
I also find I have more energy throughout the day and am more eager to get things done. Our master bedroom has been a storage area for all the outgrown kid stuff, so last week I sorted everything. I took 2 large boxes to a children's resell shop today and have 2 more boxes ready to be donated. Will get those out of the house this weekend.
This week could get a little tough because hubby is travelling and both kids are sick. So I'm going to be looking for ways to get in a workout at home for a few days. But being stuck at home will give me time to work on a cleaning/laundry schedule and menu planning.
Hubby is already noticing a difference and having some interesting responses. He keeps choosing super unhealthy restaurants for dinner - taco places, places that only serve burgers, etc. But I tell him I will not be sabotaged and so far I've managed some creative meals to stay on target. But meal planning and eating at home more would resolve that. He also told me that I was going to be all young and energetic and he was going to be old and creaky. I invited him to the gym with me, but he's declined so far. He does have a crazy work situation going on right now, so I think he's focusing his energy almost entirely on that for now.
I've also been lurking a bit on some of the other discussions in these forums. So much great insight and advice here!
Fitocracy: atxchick
Enneagram 6w5, married to a 5
Physicality & Health: Still working out with trainer 2x week and working out on my own 4-5x week. Plus following the diet my trainer gave me. Weight is down to 120.8, so definitely good progress there.
Money: Money is kind of an unknown right now due to hubby's job transition. He assures me net will not go down, but I'm trying to save a bit more than usual just in case. I have been cooking lunch at home everyday instead of us going out to eat, but dinner has been hit or miss. When hubby was in town last week, I was better with the cooking. When he's out of town like this week, I haven't wanted to cook full meals and have a messy kitchen to clean up while handling homework, baths, and bedtimes on my own. So we've been eating out/picking up dinner more this week.
DHV: Bought some new lipstick, a new date night dress, and a new nightie (have lots of cute ones but haven't added anything new in awhile, so hubby will appreciate the novelty). Wearing my hair down, and reintroduced thongs to my regular rotation because I know hubby loves them. I'm hoping to find more sundresses and skirts I can add to the wardrobe as the weather warms up. Also, I have stopped wearing panties to bed under my nighties. Hubby discovered this last week and seemed pleased (mounted me immediately). So, I think I'm making good progress in my girl game.
Relationship Comfort: I have been getting up early pretty much every day so that I can get my workout in before I take my daughter to school. And I'm doing a better, though imperfect job of going to bed on time. Cleaning has been rough with hubby's travel (2 out of the last 3 weeks) and a stomach bug for kids and hubby, then head cold for kids and me. I have a lot of cleaning to do before our house guests arrive Friday. I did make a laundry schedule though, so at least I can keep up with that.
Personality & Preferences: No TV now that TWD is over for the season. Still get sucked into phone/internet, especially in the evenings and with hubby out of town.
High Energy Sex: This went pretty well last week. Hubby had some strong initiations and I initiated as well. He did reject one of my initiations, but made it up to me later. So frequency was great last week, and quality was definitely very good. No starfishing on either side, tried some new stuff, and had lots of fun. Hubby is out of town this week and hasn't delivered on promised sexy texts, so not happy about that at the moment. But last week was good, so hopefully we can get back on track when he's home again. Still fantasizing about ex some, especially with hubby out of town and so little communication between us. I know it's bad, needs to stop, will continue working on it.
Fitocracy: atxchick
Enneagram 6w5, married to a 5
I've seen others using the 3 monkeys approach and that seems effective, so I'm going to start that as well.
Physicality & Health
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Enneagram 6w5, married to a 5
Fitocracy: atxchick
Enneagram 6w5, married to a 5
1. Organize daughter's room (just got new furniture and need to organize and de-clutter her toys and put everything back in her room).
2. Help daughter finish thank you notes during toddler's naptime. FTR, "help" means get her set up with the supplies and be nearby to help her with formatting/spelling since she's only 6.
3. Meal plan and grocery shop - will only eat out twice as a family this week.
Fitocracy: atxchick
Enneagram 6w5, married to a 5
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Fuck Culture. Live your life - Beatrice
@SignorePillolaRossa - No. I know you don't agree with that choice, but I want to be honest. I have no plan to "unfriend" him at this time. I already accepted his request and there's been no issue or indication of trouble from him. And it also does me some good to remember the reality of him, instead of just the school girl fantasy in my head - i.e. some of the ways we wouldn't really be compatible.
Fitocracy: atxchick
Enneagram 6w5, married to a 5
Has seeing him on FB made you stop all sexual fantasies about him ?
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Fuck Culture. Live your life - Beatrice
I fantasize about him much less now than I did before the FB connection, but I think that's actually tied to my relationship with Hubby. When H is getting it right and we get a little forward momentum, H is the one in my head. I don't need to fantasize about someone else meeting my needs when H is doing it.
Fitocracy: atxchick
Enneagram 6w5, married to a 5
Maybe that will change as I MAP.
Fitocracy: atxchick
Enneagram 6w5, married to a 5
Triage: Removed for now
MAP: Removed for now
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That would probably change if ex began causing trouble (I'm usually good at shutting down anyone who gets too close for comfort). But if it continues as nothing more than occasionally seeing a post on my FB feed, it's not a serious danger to my marriage. If H told me to block him, I would probably try to get around it in a very playful way (giggle, make a joke about the ex, give H a kiss and tell him he knows he has nothing to worry about). Then move on and hope H forgets about it. I wouldn't block the ex unless my attempts to playfully side step the issue were seriously shut down and H was genuinely upset. Then, of course, if it became a serious issue for H, I would have to block the ex. But I would so with sadness and it would not be entirely voluntary.
Fitocracy: atxchick
Enneagram 6w5, married to a 5
Fitocracy: atxchick
Enneagram 6w5, married to a 5
I guess in my mind, the FB thing is very periphery. There's no real or direct contact and no indication of my ex (or me) pursuing that. So it doesn't feel like a serious threat I need to be concerned about. Even my H doesn't view it as a problem. So basically, my H, my ex, and I are all okay with my ex and I being FB friends as long as no one is pursuing direct contact or attempting to escalate things. So, no real reason to block the ex.
I don't think I fully understand why I'm not willing to sever this connection. I just know that I don't want to.
I have made other hard changes and H is definitely working on things, too.
Fitocracy: atxchick
Enneagram 6w5, married to a 5
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