This one is huge for me so its going here rather than in my map...
Went to bed last night.... she had handcuffs and a blindfold on my pillow, and then proceeded to break several of her own long standing boundary's in the following HOURS!
From being awesome! - This event was a big victory after a few smaller ones the last few weeks. This was a little bit of a claim my success and boast for myself.
I've been mapping my ass off the last few months and doing a self improvement plan (but essentially half assed compared to the map) the year before finding this place.... As for the actual day I have no idea what brought it on, I was in a terrible sleep deprived mood and full of allergy's in the morning. She suggested we go out for dinner, I sent her a message earlier in the day saying "when we get home tonight a massage would be amazing" half way through dinner she replied "there will be more than that "
I honestly can't pick what I did correct on the day, but given where she is in her cycle it was 100% attraction.
My starting place was not great. Once a month duty sex, struggled to get passionate kisses, drive bys got read as covert contracts.. I was in a shitty place from a run of bad jobs, undiagnosed sleep apnea and borderline alcoholism....
Comments