I've started noticing a pattern in myself lately.
First, a little context: my H and I never really got into 911 territory in our marriage. Rather, I realized we were headed in the wrong direction and developing some bad habits (betatization, me in the Captain's chair, etc.). I found MMSL and suddenly had a context and terminology for what had just been a general feeling before. H and I have both read the Primer and are making progress.
So now, I find that I'm much more sensitive to things that I ignored in the past. When he does something beta, or misses an opportunity to be alpha, I can identify it and notice that I'm getting turned off.
This is compounded by the frustration I feel about not being able to do anything about it. I know MAPping is a process and it needs to be self-driven and me pointing out every time he's overly beta isn't going to help anything. In fact, my major contribution needs to be getting out of the Captain's chair and taking a step back.
As I result I find myself shit testing way more than I think I did before MMSL. I think it's because I don't want him to be comfortable in his ways or stop his progress.
But it makes me feel like a jerk every time I realize what's happening. Has anyone else experienced this? Any advice?
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My husband was exactly like this. What helped the most was doing what steu2817 said. For a week or so I exaggerated every thing I asked him to do. "Get in the kitchen and get me a drink NOW." And sometimes I would smack him on the butt. It was so funny.
It ticked him off enough that he would really alpha up on me.
This was after he read the Primer so he understood the core concepts. I'm not sure if this would be effective with a man who didn't understand the whole concept of being a Captain.
Agreed!
The one other thing that I took away from my thread from steu2817 was that your husband has to build his own frame, you can't do it for him otherwise it'll be your frame, not his.
And last but not least, wise words from @Serenity: "It's a marathon, not a sprint". It took me a while to absorb that.
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Next step for him....NMMNG. Very helpful.
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I personally have seen quite a few blow-ups here when a spouse posts something that the other spouse finds too private to share. In one case, it caused (possibly) irreparable damage, and months later they're still dealing with the fall-out.
My own husband has had some resentment about some things I've posted in the past. It's tricky.
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You really should disclose you spouses' ID.....you all could get conflicting advice! Honestly,
spouses being on the forum is nothin but trouble.
Well, it's like Sernity said.......we've had lots of couples fighting on the forum, it's uncomfortable for the
rest of us. You want to help and then you wonder what happens when they click off. I don't
see an upside.....sorry. I've been on the forum since it began.